I love:Alexander Raymond Boyd.Sheldon(Beld).Justice.Sarah.Taylor.Cameron.Dustin.Jesse Dawg.Brian Wood.Gabriel.Ryan Clark.Porkchop.Michael.Music.Coloring.Texting.Apple Juice.Sweet Tea.Apple Pies.Long Walks.The beach.I hate:Fakes.Jockers.Losers.People that don't believe in love.People that don't believe in me. Last year on Novemeber 13th at exactly 10:15 a.m.I lost my bestfriend. He's dead. Car crash. I miss him. He was like my big brother. He was everything to me. His family let me move in when I had nowhere to go. They provided me with clothing. And food. And shelter. When we got into that car crash with Corrie,and Veronica I didn't know he didn't have his seatbelt on. If I would've known that I would've done everything I could to save that boy. He meant the world to me. I'm lost without him. I can hear his voice in the back of my mind right before I'm about to make a stupid choice. "Jourdyn,put the gun down.""Jourdyn put the needle down.""Jourdyn,put the bottle down""Jourdyn,she's not worth it.""Jourdyn,I love you don't kill yourself." He's gone but I can still here him. He always told me that if he died before me he would watch over,be my guardian angel. I remember in the car that night,we were talking. And he said "Jourdyn,if anything happens to either of us tonight I just want you to know-" We came around that corner and he flew out the front windshield. They put him on life support and pulled the plug and 10:15 a.m. Corrie told me one day after I went with his mom to get him at physical therapy that Alex told him that he loved me as more than a friend. Why'd he have to go? Why would God do this to me? I'm sorry Alex,that I didn't do anything to save you. I can feel you hear as I write this. It's cold and I don't feel so alone. I love you Alex,I'll see you one day and I won't ever lose you. Until that day I'll live my life to the fullest;for you baby.